So there’s that…
You’re welcome :)
dean praying to castiel in his room

Dean looking for Cas in his room after he finished praying

Cas listening to his prayers but not showing up because he’s been controled

STOP
I’ve come to the conclusion that almost all my favorite male characters are the ones that make me want to go “Oh honeybear!” and like, take them into my arms and pet their head.
Which is weird because most the time I also want to have sex with these characters.
WEIRD.