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Sam Winchester’s Journal – Entry #3

I’m starting to understand what Metatron meant by resonating with the world. I thought the chaos in my head had somehow stopped after we left the hotel and went back to the safety of the batcave, but it only got worse during the following night.

I’ve reached a level of perception I never thought possible. I can clearly hear Dean and Cas talking two floors below, smell the scent of the pine woods all around the bunker, feel on my face the wind that blows by the railroad nearby. I can also see memories that were long forgotten, every detail.

I remember a drawing of Dean and I that I did when I was about two. I remember the monster that almost shred me to pieces during my first hunt. I remember this old watch Bobby used to keep in a wooden box and that we weren’t allowed to touch under any circumstances. I remember the pain I felt in my chest when I saw Dean being eaten alive by a Hellhound.

All of this chaos shouldn’t make any sense and yet everything is so clear now, amazing, frightening and beautiful.

Lost Time

Ok i’m feeling antsy tonight and there’s no petrol in my car and i can’t just not sleep because i have to get up at 6:30 for school so all of you who don’t want a 5 am confession at 10:30 at night should bow out now. 

I just saw The Perks of Being a Wallflower (the movie) and it was really really good. I was so scared someone was going to die or something but they didn’t (i mean other bad things happened but it wasn’t dead poets society) and it finished and I was like ‘wow that was a really good movie’. And for a little while I thought it wasn’t going to bother me but it did anyway. I just wanna jump in here and say i’ve never been abused so it’s not that. Nowhere close to that bad. No-where near as bad as so many people have it. However whenever I see movies like this or read books like this it just makes me feel awful. 

My parents divorced and my grandma died in the same year as i started high school. I also lost all my primary school friends and was bullied and even though I made great amazing new friends that whole experience drew me into a shell I didn’t come out of till after high school. In some ways I feel the percussions even now and i’m 25. Whenever I see these high school movies or read these high school books i feel like i missed it. I missed that chapter, it completely passed me by.

I didn’t take any drugs, I didn’t drink, I didn’t have a boyfriend, I didn’t even kiss anyone, I didn’t go to any parties really (one or two here and there and i’m pretty sure i remember being bored) I wasn’t wild. I didn’t scream out of moving cars, I didn’t flash anyone, i didn’t listen to cool music. I was quiet. I studied. I cried a lot at night. I didn’t fight with my parents.

And it crushes me now because I think I could have done all those things. I think i’m worth all those things, all those crazy, insane, hard, fun things. There are people who are 15 who’ve lived more on the edge then i ever have. And i’ll never be them. I’ll never have what they have and they might have what i have one day.

It’s the first time in my life that i’ve ever felt like i’ve wasted something really important. I still feel like i’m wasting it now. I’ve never even been in love. I used to get depressed cause everyone else seemed to have someone and i didn’t and i didn’t know why. I haven’t felt this way in so long i guess i feel like that feeling of inadequacy just went away. Because hell i’m not fucking worth what someone else thinks of me. I’m not more of a person cause someones screwed me.

But apparently now instead of feeling inadequate i feel like i’m wasting time. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s cause all my buddies in my uni corse are so much younger then me. I WISH i knew that i wanted to be a graphic designer when i was 21.

Maybe it’s because people my age and younger are dying and i notice it now. It doesn’t make any sense. It’s scary. I’ve been told one day i’m going to die, one day the people i love will die so the only thing i can do is make the most of the time i have.

I feel like i’m wasting time.     

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GO PETE WENTZ!

http://raiseyoulikeaphoenix.tumblr.com/post/42733669382/shane-morris-and-why-everybody-hates-him

So apparently Shane Morris is an ignorant fuckface and I hope Pete beats the shit out of him or sues the shit out of him cause that guy has to learn that he can’t just wonder around telling people they deserved child abuse, self harm, should commit suicide especially when obese or ugly, say ‘no’ means 'rape me’, says he wants Petes child to be hit by a car and say he wants to march FOB fans into a HOLOCAUST DEATH CAMP AND KILL US and get away with it. 

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