Ya’ll early hundreds of Magnus Archives is wretched. Like stella writing, 10s across the board, wouldn’t change a thing but everyone holding back from everyone else is such rough. Going. I’m just listening to the episode where John and Martin finally talk properly after the circus and it is wretched. Martin having to be isolated. John being isolated. Basira being isolated. I want all my sweet babes back together. Not that they were super happy go lucky before this but at least they felt unified. Now they’re all keeping secrets, keeping distant. John’s humanity is slipping away and no-one seems to care. Martins mum fucking died and he can’t even get a damn hug. Melanie is having a psychotic break because of the ghost bullet. John was in a coma for 6 months and literally no-one has said they’re glad he’s ok. I’m devouring eps like it’s going out of style and I know it will be for a reason, a really good, really well written reason (and this is extremely standard fare for horror) but Christ almighty. Just dragging myself through the mud here.